August 22, 2011

Romantic Absurdity

Last night, in my dream, i stood inside what seems to be a huge old pottery shop. It's so foggy and greyish. The wall full of stain and some of wallpaper have already peeled off on the corner. Thousands of mugs and ceramic glasses sit on a oak wooden shelfings around me.They stare at me in silent. I feel lost.

In the next second, i saw a shadow moving throught the wooden rack. There's a man. He walked passed the aisle. I can only saw his back, his white shirt, and a pair of dusty cream colour jeans.

I watched him walked for a while, when suddenly there's a flood of emotion came to me. A sad and painful feeling without a trace of memory. I don't know who is he or where i did meet him before, but i knew, i love him.

I can feel my feets moving towards him.

The chanting of whisper filled my head.

I want to see his face

I want to see his face

I want to see his face

The closer i walked, the more painful my heart becomes.

I can't reach him, no matter how fast i walk, so i started to run.

But the racks grew,evolved into a maze between us..

In my desperation, i took one big leap, my hand tried to reach his shoulder, and hit one of the rack instead.

The racks falling in slowmotion,the white ceramic glasses stared at me madly before they finally hit each other in a mass chaotic domino effects.

High pitch of noise filled the room.

And there i stood, watched the man with a white shirt and dusty cream color jeans walked away.

I want to see his face, i whispered..


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